Ouch!

haha...its being some time again since i last blogged...aiya no need everydae write one lah...journal is meant to be written when something big happened then u write...not write about ur small small happenings everydae..but "differ ppl got differ mole" lah...hehe.. btw its hari raya and deepavali at the same wk...alot of ppl sure feel shiok about it...if u manage to get leaves at the gaps in between these 2 festives...u sure have a long wkend...hahah...

hmz...ydae manager spoke to me whether im interested to convert to desktop team or not...wah..FINALLY i got the chance liao man...in my heart i was thinking "yeah man..finally got the work i waited so long!!" actually i feel like shouting aloud but need to maintain my calm and cool..so i endure it...thinx i will get internal injury sia..hahah..."lai xiong" (not jj's infamous nai xiong) <

i told my manager tat im very willing to accept it...but thinx back my colleague who reject the offer back few mths ago, he told me he felt quite regretted...then dunno why i told my manager tat why not he ask him first see whether my colleague wants it this time round or not~ Ouch!! i was like giving myself a tight slap on the face!! how come i give my opportunity to someone else!? kaoz... my manager said he dun need another non-chinese to the team as there is practically 1 chinese onli so he hopes to balance it this time..he said its not good to have all-chinese team nor a all-non-chinese team yah~

he also pointed out tat he need me to workharder than wat im working now and also the changes in jobscope and the responsiblity...and alot more...sae till as if im confirm like tat...even told me if im really in..i will be starting from dec which is after my reservist...^_^

sighz...how come i suddenly turn mad by sharing my chance wif another person?...i juz accept it and its case close...1 step closer to my goal leh...if i really suey suey din get then i got no others to blame accept myself.. :( there goes my pay rise ~^$^~ but anyway..juz wait for further notice lah...moreoever i got course to attend soon..if i dun get the job at least i still can focus on my course first...hehehe...got more time to study also..or else fail means money out again.. :P

thinx if jj and gar noes it they will laugh and sae i mad lah...even my whole family saying i got fever...aiya at least can do good deeds also hahah...everytime so suey cui..do some deed can help me also..haha (kaoz stop giving excuses lah shang!!).. jaz already laugh at me liao i dun mind few more person suan me..

btw nowadae seems have ppl kena jailed for being toking sensitive issue on blog..sighz..nothing to sae lah..or else i would end up trouble onli...i onli can sae...if some contents u see and not happie wif it, juz dun read it lah...and why read other ppl blog at first place?...finding fault at others!? lame rite?...doesnt make sense also..

yaya..also came across a interesting comment on newspaper forum..a kid is asking how come during eve of hari raya and deepavali..onli ppl of respective race can go home..but cny how come all allow to go back!? sounds unfair to chinese ya?...but i thinx gov will sae tat becos majority of the race is chinese so muz well all halfday...tok cok lah!! defeat the purpose of multi racial in sg also wat...1 for all, all for 1... 1 race halfday all halfday....wonder when gov can stop being so niao on holi...sighz...dunno how many ppl noe tat china got 1wk holi even for a national day..sg leh?...miserable 1 day onli...sighz...sg kiasu till even wanna fight wif other ppl see who got the fewest holi ah?...hmz...something left to ponders ya?..