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Saturday, May 06, 2006

devastating news

Wat a way to start my month of may!!.... everything look so peaceful and normal for me from the start of this mth. my work is normal, normal life, normal lifestyle...juz slightly more money than usual thanx to the progress package.. prev wk also enjoy alittle moment wif my fren together wif some of her frenz... went bowling together have some lunch and meeting up my "current dream gal"....of cos wif some help from my sis... but din tok much but at least i got to see her and have a few words wif her.. though progress is not of wat i expected but doesnt matter cos im a person who get satisfied very ezly..

wat exactly went wrong is todae~ 5th may 06~ suppose to be a happie day....well...its my dad's bday mah!
but receive 2 bad news todae.... 1stly is one of my buddie kass-ly's grandpa juz passed away...went to the wake and got to noe tat his grandpa died becos of ailing body..but few mths back when i happened to went to his house.....his grandpa still looks good....but juz passed away 2 days back~ yup felt abit sad for my buddie but his grandpa is pass away at the age of 92. but the most shocking/devastated news tat came from my hp at the middle of the night.

MY EX PC PASSED AWAY IN AN BIKE ACCIDENT~!!!... couldnt be juz a spam or prank made by my army frenz.....sms came flooding in my hp saying about the same thing......HOW COULD IT BE NOT TRUE!!! how hope someone could tell me this is a joke though i will be damn pissed at the bastard who crack such a joke...but dun seems tat there will be one for me to tick him off~ his still in his 20s' erm....couldnt rem exactly should be 28+- ..... but wif this age he doesnt deserve to leave us tat early....he still got a bright future ahead of hi after completing his SOF not long ago!!! all the efforts, hardship, determination he went thru to reach tat status all gone crashing together wif his mishaps~ he haven even reach half of my fren's grandpa's age!!!

sigh...finally my peers and i have reach tat age where we will finally witness or experience such things in life. its really painful to see ur love ones or any of ur close frenz leaving u like tat.....so i hereby hope to tell everyone tat life is short do cherish watever u have, live life to the fullest....appreciate wat u have.. 珍惜人生的每一刻..人生短短几十年..不要白白的让他像流水一样的流去..

for those who drive or ride...do be mindful of wat u are doing....do not put ur life at risk nor put other ppl life at risk... im not trying to help traffic police to advertise but as a fren, as ur pal, as an unknown stranger to u...plz drive/ride wif care and think of others safety too.... "time wont stop for u...but once uleave this world, ur time ends here~".

lastly i came across this chinese poem and would like to share it :
(相逢易,离别苦,他日回首情何处?世事无常,人生如梦,且把眼前刻成图,深藏寸心中。待梦醒,回望远处,一片朦胧!声声私语,浅浅问候,问东风,故人何处?)

tribute to one of my most respected officer!! LTA Kowi
**salute**