Heartache month

hmz.....why the shang once again feeling heartache again?.....kena ditch again by gal?....teo pian?...teo rejected?.....no no no.....all NO!!!.....its becos i spent too much this money this month..... :(
how come leh?.....cos i finally upgraded my pc.....and back using Intel chip once again.....
its has being almost 8yrs since i last used Intel CPU....why switch back to Intel?.....well becos i finally decided not to do anymore overclocking which will cause ur pc to be instable? and wanted it to be more lasting and better performance...using the E6600 Intel Core2Duo really drain my savings.....the CPU alone cost 500+ liao.....wah.....shag man......pocket burnt!! its literally cost more than my mobo+2GB ram+PSU..

heeh...fri took leave so i could meet jaz as she offered to help me wrap my comic......erm.....but due to some unforseen circumstances....the mission was onli 1/2 accomplish...but ok lah.....im already very appreciated liao.....why leh!? becos out of 100+ over frenz i have....u r the 1st one who willing to help me wrap comic books....i couldnt ask for more lah....seriously....fri tat day i not angry of u or wat lah.....further more the supper already smother my anger for tat day.... really lah....no worries i not angry.....books can always wrap some other days......

actually this march quite eventful for me.....got lotsa program wor.... and workload is kinda light.....hehe...probably after the audit....kekee..onli thing is i still cant get over spending the money on my new h/w.....wah....tot changing new h/w would be ez task......BUT IM WRONG!? i still spend almost 2 full days troubleshooting some probs which arise after fixing up the new stuff......seriously using a highend mouse is not really a wise choice lah.....sighz....give me so many probs.... :P

ok lah...this wk dunno why i kinda hook to this 2 songs from Dragonball GT

DAN DAN Kokoro hikareteku - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i7ex8SZdFHs
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Sono mabushii egao ni
Hatenai yami kara tobidasou Hold my hand Kimi to deatta toki
Kodomo no koro taisetsu ni omotte ita basho wo omoidashita n' da
Boku to odotte kurenai ka
Hikari to kage no Winding road Ima to demo yatsu ni muchuu na no?
Sukoshi dake furimukitaku naru you na toki mo aru kedo
Ai to yuuki to hokori wo motte Tatakau yoDAN DAN Kokoro hikarete 'ku
Kono hoshi no kibou no kakera
Kitto dare mo ga eien wo te ni iretai
ZEN ZEN Ki ni shinai furi shite mo
Hora Kimi ni koi shite 'ru
Hatenai yami kara tobidasou Hold your handOkotta kao mo tsukarete 'ru Kimi mo suki da kedo
Anna ni tobashite ikite daijoubu ka na to omou
Boku wa... Nanige nai shigusa ni furimawasarete 'ru Sea Side Blue
Sore demo aitsu ni muchuu na no?
Motto kikitai koto ga atta no ni
Futari no kaiwa ga kuruma no oto ni habamarete toori ni mau yo DAN DAN Kokoro hikarete 'ku
Jibun demo fushigi nan' da kedo
Nani ka aru to sugu ni kimi ni denwa shitaku naru
ZEN ZEN ki no nai furi shite mo
Kekkyoku kimi no koto dake mite ita
Umi no kanata e tobidasou yo Hold My Hand

English
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Bit by bit My heart is charmed
With that dazzling smile
Let's flee from the endless darkness Hold my handYou see, when I met you
I remembered the view which I had treasured when I was a child
Won't you dance with me
It's a winding road of light and shadows Even now, you're dreaming of him?
There are times when it seemed like I wanted to turn back but
Holding love, courage, and pride, I shall fightBit by Bit My heart is charmed
A piece of hope in this world
Anyone surely wants to have eternity in his hands
Even if you pretend not to mind at all
Hey I love you
Let's flee from the endless darkness Hold your handI also like you, even with that face, tired from anger
I wonder if it's all right to live such a life, being blown away
As for me... I'm just spun around by casual gestures Sea Side Blue
Or are you still dreaming of him
I had something more I wish to ask but
Our conversation just goes on like the sound of car wheels dancing aroundBit by Bit My heart is charmed
It's amazing even to myself but
Something is there I suddenly feel like calling you
Even if you pretend not to mind at all
In the end all I see is you
Let's flee towards the sea Hold my hand

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Don't You See - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ITsM6FH1Bo
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Tomodachi ni tegami wo kaku toki mitai ni
Surasura to kotoba ga dete kureba ii no ni
Mou sukoshi o-tagai wo shiriau ni wa jikan ga hoshii
Uragiranai no wa kazoku dake nante
Sabishisugiru yo Love is asking to be loved
Shinjiru koto wo yamete shimaeba raku ni natte wakaru kedo
Don't you see!
Negatte mo inotte mo kiseki omoide
Sukoshi wa ki ni kakete
Don't you see!
Chotto sameta furi wo suru kuse wa
Kizutsuku no ga kowai kara
TAXI noriba de matte 'ta toki no chinmoku wa
Tatta gofun na no ni
Mono sugoku nagaku kanjita
Muri wo shite tsukarete
Aozameta koi wa yokisenu dekigoto
Don't you see!
Chiisana kenka de
Makezugiraina futari da kara hotto shita no
Don't you see!
Ironna hito wo miru yori
Zutto onaji anata wo mite itai
Don't you see!
I'll never worry, tonight
I'll lay me down, tonight
You know, I do it for you
Don't you see!
Umareta machi no nioi
Kurekakaru gairojuu wo futari arukeba
Don't you see!
Sekai-juu mo dare mo ga donna ni isoide mo
Watashi wo tsukamaete ite
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English
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In spite that it would be nice if words flow out to me
Like when one writes a letter to a friend
I want some time to know each other a little more
That the only one who won't betray you is your family
Is too lonely a thing Love is asking to be loved
I know I'll be happy if I stop believing but Don't you see! Even if I ask and pray for miracles and memories
I worry a little
Don't you see! Even if I have a habit of pretending to be cold
I'm afraid to be hurt Though it's only been five minutes
Of silence since I waited in the taxi stand
I feel like it's been an eternity
Wasting my time and making me weary
An event that doesn't help a love that lost its color Don't you see! We're not to be beaten
By such petty quarrels
Don't you see! Rather than ogle at girls
I want to look just at you Don't you see!
I'll never worry, tonight
I'll lay me down, tonight
You know, I do it for you Don't you see! If we walk together on the streets
Filled with scents of the town we were born
Don't you see! No matter how much the people in this world hurry
You can still catch me